Thursday, May 20, 2010

When saying complete means the opposite

I usually hear or read the words "I am complete" but do they really mean it? I find myself wondering if the person saying this is true to him or herself. I do hope that what she does mean what she says. and if she does mean it then I'm happy for her.

I find myself wondering why do I feel pity those people who says I'm complete when their actions speaks otherwise. When a person is complete, he or she does not need to tell the whole world repeatedly about how he or she feels. and besides, A complete person never talks about his or her past sorrows. It seems more like a person who could not go on with his or her life.

If you are complete, all that is past is left behind.

Friday, May 14, 2010

Stress Reliever

This coming saturday marks another important event to the participants of the CLP for SFC at OLPH. We call this event baptism and every baptism, Music ministry plays a very important task..

We did our practice today in preparation for the line of songs we will be singing. I had a great time practicing with the other members of the group and we do have a lot of visitors in our practice which make the gathering even more great though it would have been better if she were there. Nevertheless, I do hope that its always like this.

For a while I was able to forget the worries of these past days and it gave me a new kind of energy which makes me look forward for the event. It kinda revitalized me serving God and at the same time doing something I really love. It helped me withstand the ever growing pressure I experience with my work.

The guard assigned at that time was also considerate enough to allow us to extend the use of one of the rooms and without turning off the main switch which he usually do to overstaying groups. something which is out of the blue.

I really do hope that the days ahead will be the same like this or better.

Wednesday, May 5, 2010

in front but inside.....

My work as a system engineer usually requires me to be outside the office doing field work basically anywhere in the country and with the heat of the current el nino, at first I thought that staying at the office is a better choice than getting soak under the intense heat.

But things have been different after my first return at the front desk since 20..forgotten (as usual memory gap me!)

The never ending promos which you need to roll out to different clients specially during special seasons (Come mother's day)..and here comes the arrogant callers who shouts just when you are trying to stay cool from all the pressure of those short notice deadlines.

But staying inside has it's own benefits..

like you don't need to spend too much on buying those mineral water and c2 drinks just to replenish all those sweat(we do have free water, coke and coffee at the office)

like you don't have to wipe your forehead from all the sweat mixed with dust

like you don't need to decide kung sa mc do ka ba? or jolibee ka ba? or sa kfc ka kakain cause lunch at the office is free..

whatever field work or front desk, there's always something that keeps us wishing to be on the other side...